goofydoodler

Do not infect me with your dreams Do not burden me with your family I am left with them Long after you are gone Never have I learned so much That I can no longer use That I no longer want

If you want to run away from it so badly Then why can't you run away with me? Start over Move on Just like I'm doing I have always been terrified of you leaving me But now I'm leaving you And I'm not quite sure if I can handle that yet So come with me? Be my real actual friend. Let's really actually run away. Let's really actually start over. And finally manage to really, actually forget.

i should not feel this knot in my stomach every time you admit that you are tired that it hit you like a brick that it is time to turn in for the night but i think it's because i'm always so afraid that you won't be there come morning until i wake up to your messages this knot stays tied and though your mind stays full with thoughts of others and their nights' sleep my mind is full of nothing but you

you seem to feel so many things and sometimes i feel like i get to be a part of them that i get to see the very bare emotions that takes you over every single day i find myself worrying about you worrying about your worrying hoping that you can focus on your day without thinking or worrying or fearing for someone else but it hits me in the face every now and then to realize that i don't know the half of it that i am on the very outside looking in only understanding the bare minimum it doesn't help that i only get to see you when it is convenient for everyone else as we sneak and plan (and lie) which may seem like nothing to yo